crying + "river flows in you " = ?

Tearsss

tears isn't dropping right now.... but it will
my grandmother died... i was over clocking this computer, my mum came in crying and said... ah ma just died in kampar... sadness strike directly into my heart....but i didn't cry... maybe i didn't see it, and don't believe....altough we're not that close, but i wish she could see me for the last time, i'm crying now,... starting to miss you....
my cousin is coming back today, i cant choose whether to cry or be happy...
Grandma, i wish you could let me see your last face... sorry if did anything wrong to you... sorry..sorry..sorry....
sorry